...and just perhaps, you are my resistance, and I AM growing - even when I think I have lost my way, I get disheartened, I try and reach for you to better understand you, but in fact this friction teaches me more about me, encourages me to stand my ground and not lose hope in who I am, and that maybe I'm not meant to understand you and I'm vesting my energy in something / someone that I'm not meant to .... that then must be the blessing in all of this (its just one in disguise).